to work or not to work

cari kerja... terus kerja....???
atau belajar dulu... baru cari kerja... terus kerja...???
crucial choice :(
kadang2 gue berpikir gue harus kerja...
berarti gue sebenarnya masih belum mau kerja donk...
tapi cuma terdorong oleh situasi dan kondisi doank...
kalau gitu, yg bagus itu sebenarnya gimana sih??
kerja karena emang suka.. kerja karena butuh.. atau kerja karena terpaksa.. ??
hemm.... saatnya untuk berpikir :)

...sigh...

compare toothache and heartbreak?
why do some people do that?!!
both situations are the same...
painful as hell flame.. (yeahh... right... like I've been there myself :p)
both of them distract your concentration, reduce your appetite and also possible reason for headache...
very annoying indeed...!!
however, they have a positive damage...
it can be helpful for those who are in diet ;)
don't you think so?? :)

waiting for the rain

was headed home after class, but caught by the "not so heavy" rain
in a thought that I should learn more "french" and that I could catch the first 'nice' train home at 16h00, I stay here
what am I doing?? free internet!!! my favourite, of course :p
I might even consider staying longer next time just to read my friend's blog :p
couldn't open my email though (or at least I don't try to do it, since there's this warning infront of me saying that this internet connection is only for french sites !@#!$ and not for personal usage -- and I don't consider blogging is personal usage :p)
anyway, my point of waiting for the rain might become useless... since the dark cloud is still out there... probably waiting for my appearance out from the shelter and then... start pouring its cold water heavily on me..
well.... at least I'm blogging for free :p

25 messages

bad idea!!!
sending 25 message at the same time in order to save time and energy
"only" 25 since it was the maximum limit...
while I need to send more message to my friends, my mobile number is not working properly at the present (of course it's because of the smart "25 msg for time saving" idea)
I think I just crashed my number... :(
another bad thing is that I'm expecting replies from all 25 messages
which since 30 minutes ago, I only got one reply...
meaning that...
most likely I can't receive those replies...
once again... bad and stupid idea!!

lesson to learn today: patient!!!

don't let time to be the boss of you, let yourself to be the boss to control time

powerless

what strength do we have, if not because of the greatest power
in which we only borrow a tiny bit of its glory
only if you're close to the source...

three days of walking without strength
ready to collapse at any time... anywhere..
realizing that I'm not that close to the source
but one thing for sure...
the source will not withdraw its presence from me
although I'm just another creature in the universe