happy people

people are really different...
on how they see their lives or others...
on how they deal with their destinies or consequences...
on how they deal with their past...

I've said "you're forgiven but it's not forgotten" to a friend
and someone special to me said that it shouldn't be like that...
you should really forgive and forget...
I know that... and actually do that... (most likely because I have short memories :p)
but saying that I "forgive and forget" seems to make me a weak person... too soft and easily fooled...

well it's not like that at all...
it takes lots of courage to forgive.. to completely and sincerely forgive... since it means that you should be able to handle your heart very well
and it takes more strength to forget as people tend to remember all those bad things that happen to them... so human.. but it's still not a justification to see that tendency as a good thing

I have my bad time and worst time... but I don't regret them...
Some people did hurt me... but I don't despise them... (I may had hated them for a short while... something so called "human" reaction :p but not too long...)

I know and I believe that everything happens for a reason...
Even when I think it got me to my lowest point... but still... God knows that I have something to learn there so I'll just need to figure that out... with less emotion or anger involved... with cold headed and positive thinking... ;)
Don't you think so?

370 hari

bersamamu...

lama yaaaaaaaa....... ;)

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let's try to make it to be "for the rest of our lives"....
:-*

masih bermimpi

punya kamera SLR lagi... :'(
turun deh, jadi 500D ga papa...
tabungannya cukup ga ya...??
hmmm....

stuck in KL

was intended for 3 weeks, and I got around to make it only 1.5 weeks... :)
I'm here since last wednesday... so I should be back next friday
but I'm finding a way to make it just one week!!
For a good reason, of course...
My team here is actually going out of town next week for projects, so there will be only one person left in the office... I figure that would be the same as I'm doing the work in Jakarta.
Now, what's need to be done is to check how much will the airlines charge me if I want to change the date... (and hopefully they still have some seats on that date...)
And if I can make it home on that day.. it should be great since it would be our anniversary :p
We'll see... ;)