Kongres 2015

Rapat sosialisasi kongres 2015 di Gandaria...

Ga terasa udah hampir 5 tahun berlalu

Waktu kongres 2010 ngga ikut berpartisipasi karena sibuk persiapan acara sendiri...

Time flies...

Semoga Mei ini ngga ada halangan untuk bisa ikut kongres :-)

Kangen juga ternyata...

Sepertinya kemarin terlalu lama vakum berorganisasi..

Berlebihan

So it's true..

Emang apapun itu tidak boleh berlebihan..

Tadi sore ternyata saya senang berlebihan, akibatnya salah mengartikan email :p

Untungnya tadi dibaca ulang karena memang harus konfirmasi kedatangan

Kalau tidak saya selasa pagi sudah standby di lokasi, padahal testnya hari rabu... *tepok jidat*

Sing sareh, kata salah satu eyang saya..

Yang sabar... Jadinya teliti... Tidak salah arti dan salah langkah :-)

Selamat tidur duniaku...

Recovery

God speed...

Mudah2an weekend ini bisa cukup istirahat biar sembuh total..

Badan masih sakit semua plus baby boy juga sakit batpil dan demam...jadi ya emang jatahnya istirahat seadanya karena piket malam.. 

Tapi yakin lah, kalau ini jalan-Nya pasti selasa udah sehat dan bisa ke US embassy ;-) musti belajar dulu ni kayaknya biar lulus test...

Semangaat!!

Jangan lupa makan buah... #self reminder

Technical writing test

Mudah2an selasa depan sehat, bisa datang ke tempat test dan bisa mengerjakan dengan baik :-)

Semoga ini jadi jalan-Nya....

Kecarian

Istilah yang muncul saat saya kuliah

Bahasa formalnya mungkin "kehilangan"

Tapi kalau kecarian ini ya tentunya ada faktor mencari-nya

Hari ini saya mencari... Jadi terdefinisi sebagai kecarian... :-)

Good morning Friday

:-)

Please be nice... 

Dust it off

The advantage of being a kid is that when you fall to the ground, you'd just dust it off and try again..

Adults however, they overthink things...

And in certain points they can stop because they're not sure if they can survive in trying the whole things again

Perhaps my adult side is winning now...

Overthink things because I may not handle it if it gets broken again...

Well, I should've said "screw it all, if it got broken again then I'll buy more glue to patch it back"

I am sorry...

Bersyukur

Sebelum saya benar2 tertidur, ada cerita tentang hari ini

Pencerahan dari rekan kerja saya

Tentang hidup...

Beliau ini dikaruniai 2 orang anak, laki2 dan perempuan.. 

Si kecil sejak umur 2 tahun mulai mengalami kejang2... Dan kondisi itu tidak berhenti hingga saat ini, 13 tahun kemudian...

Tentu saja kejang itu mempengaruhi perkembangan si anak... Menurut dokter, tiap kali kejang ada 50 syaraf yang terputus... Beliau bilang mungkin sudah lebih dari 6000 syaraf yang putus :'(

Perjuangan yang luar biasa menunggui anak yg kejang, menjaga supaya saat kejang tidak mengenai benda tajam atau berbahaya, karena menurut dokter kejang itu tidak boleh ditahan atau dipegangi... Hanya dijaga supaya si kecil tidak terluka..

Menjaga saat si kecil tiba2 hilang kesadaran di tengah2 kolam renang, atau di dekat pinggiran tembok yang tajam, 48 jam tanpa tidur... 

Keluar masuk RS, mencari second opinion, hingga beberapa kali ke Singapore.. Sampai ada dokter yang mengatakan bahwa untuk bisa mengatasi kejang ini harus lewat operasi karena obat hanya membantu 20% saja

And God's help is always there...

Anak laki2 dan istrinya menemukan referensi dokter ahli syaraf di Semarang..

Singkatnya, si adik menjalani operasi syaraf... Dengan dimudahkan Tuhan karena dalam 2 minggu bisa dioperasi sedangkan biasanya harus antri selama 3 bulan..

Operasi yang memakan waktu 14 jam itu selesai pada jam 2 pagi...

Rekan kerja saya bercerita bahwa dia menangis saat melihat anaknya keluar dari ruang operasi dengan kondisi bekas sayatan operasi di kepalanya...

He couldn't bear to see her like that...

And I can imagine that I would cry as well if I was him.. 

She's getting better now, walaupun masih kejang...tapi sudah jauh berkurang..

The whole family stay strong together...

And I can see that he loves his baby girl so much when I hear him talking to her on the phone..

Yes, everyone has their own problems to deal with...

Either you choose to stay close to God and don't give up or you make your distance from Him and basically surrender...

Bottom line is... Be grateful for what you have..

And I am grateful for my baby boy

May God keep us together...always....

Good night..

Flu

Ternyata beneran menyerah badannya..

Mudah2an sakit karena cuaca dan bukan karena hal lain :-)

Seakan2 diprotes oleh semua sel dalam tubuh...meminta supaya mereka diperhatikan...

Iya...maafkan... Ada yang lebih penting untuk menjadi perhatian saat ini...

Tapi malam ini memang saatnya beristirahat, supaya kembali sehat...

When your ride is tired, you need to give it a break :-)

My dear 7 siblings... Let's rest tonight for tomorrow and the rest of days will be full of struggle ;-)

Nyerah juga ni badannya...

Ayo.. Jangan sakit... Not yet at least..

#pengen sop hangat dan tidur aja#

Bekas "tattoo"

Tiba-tiba saya ingin tahu

Bekas temporary tattoo saya yang dulu meradang jadi seperti apa ya :p

Letaknya tidak di posisi yang bisa dilihat tanpa cermin soalnya

Hmmm...

Tapi saya ngga nyesel kok kalau pun ada bekasnya ;-)

It'll be an unforgettable mark...

Rindu

Entah saya baca di mana...

Tapi rindu yang paling bermakna adalah bila dua manusia saling merindukan dan membawanya di dalam doa...

Karena sebenarnya manusia itu satu :-)

Jadi wajar bisa bertemu di dalam doa...

Dan tidak juga mengherankan bila yang satu bisa merasakan yang lainnya...

I feel you although I don't see you

--quotes from City of Angels

Rainy days (and you)

Hujan pagi-pagi selalu membuat saya senang.. Entah kenapa..

Walaupun bisa dipastikan kalau lalu lintas menjadi lebih padat alias macet..

Ngga papa... ;-) 

Lagipula hari ini memang perjalanannya panjang kok... 

Selamat hari SelaSa ;-)

Serendipity

I still don't believe in ever after

But I do believe that everything happen for a reason... Reason to choose whether you'd be weak or strong... Brave or scare... Happy or sad...

It's all up to you...

But all for a good reason...if we truly believe..

So coincident? There is no such thing...

No matter how hard you try, when God says no, then it will not happen...

Serendipity is one movie that I think can picture it clearly... At least that's how I remember it.. 

Good night universe...

Please keep me save :-)

Break

Had a lunch meeting with my friends today... Well actually, only 2 of 3 that ate lunch :p because one of us is fasting today

It's always nice to meet your friends..

Hearing familiar voice talks.. And discussed.. 

From something critical to a nonsense that brought laughter..

It's a luxury :-) to be surrounded by people who cares...

Don't you think?

Konsentrasi

 Ternyata konsentrasi kerja itu termasuk yang membuat kita lupa atau tidak eling

Lupa bahwa kita harus selalu mengingatNya..

Di saat lupa yang hanya beberapa detik itu, masuklah niat-niat jahat.. Dari skala kecil hingga berbahaya :-)

Dan karena sedang lupa, maka niat-niat itu bisa mencapai tujuannya...

Untung saja rekening atm yang dipegang ayah saya hanya isi sedikit ;-) masih tetap dilindungi walaupun "lupa"

Selamat pagi...

Stay safe :-)

Honest

Mencapai tujuan kadang perlu disertai pengorbanan...

Mengurangi apa yang menjadi kesenangan

Mengurangi apa yang membuat senang

Untuk saat ini, semoga itu cukup...

Istilahnya umumnya mungkin "puasa"

Walaupun tidak sepenuhnya tepat

It's a promise that I need to keep...to be truth and honest...

Semoga dengan ini, jalannya lebih lancar dan selalu dalam lindungan-Nya...

Dara

By Ariel "Noah"

Good morning universe :-)

Thank You...

Sign out

Something is not right

Somewhat evil...

I need to sign out for awhile...

Until it's all clear :-)

But I'll still be around...here...

Happy weekend!

Bandara Halim Perdana Kusuma

Akhirnya menginjakkan kaki lagi di sini, walau bukan untuk terbang..

Kali ini urusan kerjaan... Di salah satu hanggar di sini..

Terakhir saya ke sini kira-kira 7 tahun yang lalu, ada privat jet yang menunggu untuk penerbangan pp ke Belitung..

One day trip yang menyenangkan :-)

Kapan lagi Jeng, Nda? 

Prakarya

Kata dokter fisioterapi saya, prakarya di pergelangan kaki ini cukup bagus :p

Ternyata pak dokter yang sudah berumur tadi lumayan gaul ;-)

Ngga sia-sia tadi berkutat dengan prakarya... (Kerja apa ngga sih :p)

Dive

Ternyata sudah dari 2012 majalah ini disimpan di laci kantor...

5 bulan setelah saya pindah ke kantor ini..

Paling tidak sudah 2 lokasi yang saya sambangi sejak itu.. Bunaken dan Bali :-)

Next trip? Soon?

Semoga....

Unintended

---- by Muse

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I'll always love
You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
She could never be as good as you

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

Before you

Cicak

Katanya nih, kalau kejatuhan cicak itu ada artinya...

Saya lupa artinya apa :p karena memang ngga percaya hal-hal kayak gitu...

Nah kalau cicaknya memanjat kaki saya gimana? Ada artinya juga kah?

Artinya... saya kurang banyak bergerak karena sampai bisa dikira kaki meja oleh cicak :p

(maaf ya cak, buntutnya jadi putus... )

Je ne sais pas pourquoi, mais tu me manque...

Ultrasound

Sesi fisioterapi malam ini...

Ngiluuuuu banget pas di-ultrasound... Huhu...

Kemarin ngilu parah pas dipanasin...

Duh.. Terima aja deh, emang lututnya cedera :'(

Semangat!!

Siblings

Saya sedang fisioterapi lutut saya

Di ruang sebelah ada anak kecil yg nampaknya sedang terapi inhalasi

Ditemani kakak dan ibunya

Si anak ini menangis jerit2, ga tega dengarnya

Si kakak berusaha membantu menenangkan adiknya

Sampai2 nyanyi lagu potong bebek angsa supaya adiknya berhenti menangis..

Ah.. Saudara memang harus saling menjaga

Seperti saya menjaga adik saya

Dan dia menjaga saya

Seperti saya menjaga sepupu2 saya dan mereka menjaga saya

Seperti saya menjaga teman2 dekat yang sudah seperti saudara bagi saya, dan mereka pun menjaga saya

I love you all :-*

You know who you are...

Thank you

I wish the same for my baby boy.. Someday perhaps..

5 years

I had a discussion with my colleague today about how long we should stay in a situation 

Work-wise... He said it should not be more than 5 years if you dislike it and you think there's no gain for you there..

After 5 years, you get into the comfort zone of habits that may be difficult to be changed and you might willing to compromise with whatever you receive

I agree...

And I said that I intend to go before 5 years (amen to this)

Do you think it only applied work-wise? :-)

I think for other situation, the period varies... But the phylosophy remains the same..

It's either "take it" or "leave it"

Good night kind hearted people...

Weird

It does not feel that I still belong in this place...

Dawn of the Planet of the Apes

Just watched the movie

It's the sequel of Rise of the Planet of the Apes

The main Apes character's name is Caesar

Do you remember?

You said it's the movie where the apes is handsome...

:-) and then I watch it with my occasional heart race due to its plot...

Have a nice weekend!

All of Me

I think it's my first time of loving and hating one thing at the same time...
This song, originally sang by John Legend... but Boyce Avenue made a cover of this song..

I love this song so much when John Legend sing it..
But with Boyce Avenue, it cut too deep and leave scars that I could not bring myself to listen to it just now...
This is not right... I need to try again...

So here we go...
*playing the song over and over*

What would I do without your smart mouth?
Drawing me in, and you kicking me out
You've got my head spinning, no kidding, I can't pin you down
What's going on in that beautiful mind
I'm on your magical mystery ride
And I'm so dizzy, don't know what hit me, but I'll be alright

My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind

'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you

How many times do I have to tell you
Even when you're crying you're beautiful too
The world is beating you down, I'm around through every mood
You're my downfall, you're my muse
My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues
I can't stop singing, it's ringing, in my head for you

My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind

'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you

Give me all of you
Cards on the table, we're both showing hearts
Risking it all, though it's hard

'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you

I give you all of me
And you give me all of you

.......
.........
...........
.............
what would I do without your smart mouth....

I always have headache when I hold back like this... :'(
There's only one way for it.... Be patient...

Evening Run

My first run in 2015
Not too bad...
Considering the low energy level and the injured knee
I think I need to get it checked since it's not getting better after the Shell race
No more race though... For now :-)

So, One of this year resolutions is to excercise more...

Happy ending

There are words saying that it will always be a happy ending and if you're not happy then it's not the end...

Perhaps it's true.....in a way :-)

So are you happy now?

Other words say that if you don't like where you are now (situation wise), then move, because you are not a tree

It's also true...somehow

Do you like it "there" now?

All of those 'wise' words are there to give courage, strength and support....if you are willing to use them...

Am I willing to?

Well, I am...

But... (There's always a "but")

I'm still learning to listen to the purest voice in my heart before using those words...

Also trying to keep my balance...mind and soul...

So we'll see

My story continues... (Be patient)

Moonshine

It's a bright full moon tonight..

Can you see it too? :-)

Conceal, don't feel...

Don't let them know

Well now they know!

Let it go....

That perfect girl is gone

Let the storm rage on...

The cold never bothered me anyway :-)

Eight Below

It's a movie about dogs.. Siberian Husky who got deserted in Antartica

I don't know why but this kind of movies about dogs are the ones that can make me smile (truely) 

And somehow give me hopes...

Life is not just this...great things can be done....great things can happen.....

This maybe one stage that I must get through so that I can really pursue my passion after....

I do hope so :-)

Easy

Who said it's going to be easy?

It's especially not easy to smile not from the heart...something that I have never did (I guess)...