Sejatine ora ono opo-opo

Kang ono iku dudu….

:-)

17 Agustus 2021

Happy Independence Day!

I’ve got a lot on my my mind lately

About my contribution to the country or at least to my work

I have always loved what I do, no matter what or where

Because people around me seemed to think that I contributed to the whole efforts, that my presence mattered, and my work was appreciated..

I have always loved to learn new things, understand more, be challenged 

But it doesn’t feel that I’m motivated enough now

Or maybe I’m just tired? Too lazy?

Anyway, it’s still something that will work it’s way around my head for awhile (or long while)

Although I think I know the answer..

I just don’t feel that I want to show my full capacity if I don’t feel that it will be worth it or if I feel that I won’t be appreciated enough

Maybe I’m just being overly too sensitive and that all these thoughts will go away in few days (weeks)

Who knows….

 Bon anniversaire toi :-)