C'est moi....

It's me...

et c'est mon jour!!! ;)
and it's my day!!! ;)

Merci beaucoup pour toi...
Thank you so much for you...

qui m'a chuchoté le première message quand je dormais
who "whisphered" the first message when I was asleep
.... et après, m'a appellé jusqu'à toujours :p
.... and after, called me until forever :p

qui m'a appellé
who called

qui m'a envoyé des messages par sms ou E-mail ou "Friendster"
who sent messages by sms or email or Friendster

qui me rappele toujours bien que tu sois loin ;)
who always remember me although you're so far away ;)


Merci!!!! Je vous aime!!!

Falling in Love again

Soundtrack blog gue untuk sementara waktu ini...
starts from today ;)
Lyrics?? here you go...!!

Funny thing is...
After I put this song here, I visited Chris's blog
And you know what??? :D
Check it for yourself... *wink wink*

......

So I guess,
beside it's ability to join forces and do great amazing things,
Leo's people......
can be thinking about the same thing also... :D

huehehe....
Miss you Chris!!!

Bersawah di Pasir Mukti, Bogor

Acara ulang tahun Pamiwahan Putera Pangestu bulan Juli 2006
Harusnya sih yang bersenang2 para adik2 asuhanku...
tapi.... ga papa donk kalau pengasuhnya ikut bergulung lumpur!!
huehehe...
So, here we go...

[Ros menanam padi...]


[balok kesetimbangan dgn rintangan berat]

[dan terjatuhlah....]

[tarik tambang lumpur]

Göteborg

kangen capoeiraaaaa...
kangen hang out pas weekend...
kangen duduk2 di taman sambil menikmati matahari...
kangen lari2 ngejar tram krn telat bangun...
kangen ketemu Simon di .... (astaga!! gue lupa namanyaaaa)... oiya, di Korsvägen :)
kangen goncengan naik sepeda sama Kostia...
kangen minum kopi dan makan cake bareng Stéph dan Jenny...
kangen bercanda sama Vasilis dan Yaser...
kangen dimintain tolong sama Hector, tetangga apartemen, cowo yang bisa juga jadi loyal ke temannya meskipun selalu minta tolong supaya ga ketauan nge2in (atau 3 atau 4 ya :p) cewe...
kangen diajarin spanyol sama Alex dan mengganggu dirinya yg sangat baik hati itu...
kangen main ke tempat kak Ida dan makan2 enak di sana....
kangen ngetok kamarnya Chris trus cerita2 sampai lupa waktu...
kangen ngajak tante makan siang mendadak...
kangen masak bareng Pipit dan diprotes mas Indra...
kangen barbecue sama mas Kompiang dan mba Kadek...
kangen renang gratis di Studenthem...
kangen teh susu buatan Erlang...
kangen jalan2 sama Nimbus pas salju turun...
kangen makan kebab bareng Chris meskipun kita tau lagi bokek berat dan ga mampu beli kebab :D
kangen Afterwork tiap jumat... free food for 1 glass of drink...
kangen belanja2 ke Brunnsparken...
kangen big hugs dari teman2 gue di sana...

hari ini.... gue kangen Göteborg...
Göteborg waktu gue masih di sana krn sekarang teman2 gue juga udah banyak yang ngga tinggal di sana lagi... Hiksss...

hari ini

setaon yang lalu... 21 Juli 2005
gue duduk sendirian di apartemen kecil gue.. menatap komputer gue.. surfing ke blog Rani dan menemukan website ini.. dan lalu mulailah gue iseng mencoba ;)
membatalkan latian capoeira gue untuk acara dinner sama ex ibu kost gue di rumahnya (dinner sekalian pelatihan buat jadi pelayan utk acara merid anaknya :p huehehe... anything for the money... hehe :p )

dua taon yang lalu... sekitar juli 2004
gue lagi dekat dengan seseorang gara2 kejahilan gue mengganggu dirinya :p
muter2 cari Euro bareng (his charity for my benefit :p), nganterin gue cari sepatu, nemenin gue ditraktir :p pokoknya had so much fun together ;) didn't we?? :)

tiga taon yang lalu...
ngga begitu inget sih... ngga ada catatan ataupun log apapun...
yg berarti.. ga ada yg spesial (except for my B'day, of course!). palingan gue sibuk di kantor :) hehe..

empat taon yang lalu... dan seterusnya...
masa2 penuh intrik dan kebodohan2 :)
yang mestinya sih gue ingat dan gue ambil pelajarannya supaya ngga terulang lagi...
tapi.... hemm... susah juga untuk diingat... (short memory capacity mode: ON)

terusss.......
kenapa gue mengingat2 hari ini di taon2 lalu?? or at least bulan ini...??

pertama, krn ultah gue di bulan ini ;) jadi buat yg lupaaaa... CATAT!!! :D

kedua, krn banyak cerita yg dimulai bulan ini... banyak?? :p hueuehee.. plisss deh... (exagerating mode:ON)

ketiga, krn banyak cerita yg berakhir di bulan ini... (exagerating mode:OFF)

keempat, karenaaaaaa.....
bulan ini biasanya gue merasa banyak banget orang yang sayang sama gue....!!!!!!!!

Friday, July 14, 2006.... A memory...

01:16 pm
Love you more for today...!!!

By just being there for 5 minutes with the books... with the smile... and with your tired eyes (since you haven't slept since yesterday).

I come to the point to understand that I actually don't want anyone else to carry my burden, but just to have someone to be by my side ;)
even if they're not talking and just being there in silence :)

and you said, "love me more (only) for today?! poor me :'( "

Huehehe.... :D

I said, "Not a chance my friend... love you more everyday... just like you said"

Thanks for your nice companion lately and for saving each other days everytime!!! ;)

cute flower...

Hemmmm....
Yes, I know....
HE loves me for sure ;)
Anyone else? :p *wink wink*

heaven and earth

man: "God, I have this opportunity here.. Not exactly what I want, but still is an opportunity for me to choose... What should I do? Move it closer to me please, if it's the right one"
God: "......."
man: "It's getting close... should I take it or not, with all that hesitation that I feel??"
God: "......."
man: "Please God.... Just give me some signs!!"
God: "......."
man: "Ok, now I get another opportunity... Is that a sign from You or not??!!!"
God: "......."
man: "Getting more of that hesitation here... hallooooo??"
God: "......."

* All the choices and opportunities are out there for you, pick one and you've chosen your path
* Confusions happen sometimes :) But it's yours to decide. Beside, it's you who have to live your life anyway ;)
* Don't expect Him to give all the obvious clue for you. Work for one!! But don't just jump into conclusion (read: thoughtless one, by the way)
* From my language: Yen wania ing gampang, wedia ing ewuh... Samubarang ora bakal tumeko
* Donc, Bonne chance!!

no me ames...

World Cup 2006

one sms:
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Italy goes to final honey ;p
From : D***B****
4:33am 5/7/06
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one very good news when I woke up today ;)
thanks for the sms!!!! ^_^ and the "early morning" chat before that... ;)

will tomorrow be

just another day.....??

or will it be

a big turn upon your whole life....??

....
.....
......
........
..........
.............

I'd say.....

whatever will be... will just gonna be...

* For a friend...

......
My mama said,

You can't hurry love
No, you'll just have to wait
She said love don't come easy
But it's a game of give and take
You can't hurry love
No, you'll just have to wait
Just trust in a good time
No matter how long it takes
......

(You Can't Hurry Love - Phil Collins)

... on your uncertainty