libur...libur...libur...

udah mulai libur neh... hari senin ini... sebenarnya sejak jumat kemarin gue udah free karena hari kamis minggu kemarin itu presentasi terakhir di program gue utk semester kemarin. fuiihh... terlewati juga...
sekarang mau ngapain ya liburan?? :p berhubung dukungan finansial ga memungkinkan buat kemana2 (due to the smart decision of buying this device that will support my addiction to be online), ya gue terpaksa tinggal di kota gue ini.
tapi, tadi gue udah memulai liburan dengan cukup menyenangkan :) kemarin turun salju lagi setelah sekian lama.. :) dan semalam gue sempat jalan2 di tengah hujan salju, nemenin Nimbus jalan2 ke hutan belakang rumah (Nimbus itu nama anjing milik ibu kost gue-red)
semoga bertahan lama tuh salju, soalnya gue ga suka kalo mereka mencair dan jadi es :( licin!! trus tadi gue ke kampus main pool sama teman2 gue.. cukup menyenangkan :) hehe...
besok gue mau mengunjungi semacam 'dufan'nya di sini. gue sebenarnya ga tertarik dengan permainan yg ada kayak di dufan itu, tapi gue denger kalo winter agak beda isinya. dan gue dapat kartu free-pass :p won't miss the opportunity, of course... :p

kemarin ada yg sms gue.. cuma ngasih tau kalo 'peter pan' lagi live di trans tv. thanks a lot!! senang aja masih ada yg inget gue :p dan inget kalo gue suka peter pan... gue lagi dengerin peter pan nih ngomong2 :p
bukan berarti yg ga sms ga inget gue loh yaa... tapi emang!! :) hehe.. tapi ga papa, karena gue ga punya banyak pulsa utk balesin sms banyak orang :p yg sms pun belum tentu gue bales... maap yaa... :(

trus hari minggu siang (malam waktu jakarta) gue tiba2 dapat telp... anynomous...!! biasanya sih dari Indonesia tuh kalo gitu.... dan gue jarang banget dapat telp dari home country (rumah sendiri ga masuk itungan loh ya), cuma ada sekali sebelum yg kemarin ini (sekali dan udah lama buangett.. I really miss the voice though). back to the latest phone call.... ternyata Tika!!! it's really nice to hear from you. gue senang banget :) sorry ya tik gue belum telp2 elo selama ini... :(

worst case liburan kali ini... stuck di rumah dengan komputer gue :) not too bad, I guess :p

i dont know

01.23, jam di komputer gue saat ini
I was on my bed, trying to sleep... but i couldnt sleep...
so i just work a bit on the group project.
Now I’ve finished my work... and I still feel that I couldn't sleep although I’m very tired right now.
Too many things going on in my mind lately... (That’s not like me at all...)
usually... i dont think much... just follow the stream...
bad habbit, dont u think?? :p but when I start to think, then things will get really messy...
so I prefer not to think :) but there are too many things that unavoidable to take them away from my peaceful mind right now...
goosshh... I hope this will end soon... I only know one thing that I can do with that... one perfect thing..!! ;)

If I give my heart to u, I must be sure from the very start That u would love me more...
If I love u too, dont hurt my pride... Coz I couldn't stand the pain...

charmed

Baru aja selese nonton Charmed di tv
one sentence strike my thought
"Every moment counts...."

we may never thought about it, but it's true...
'cause every moment counts to do good things, to care for other, to be the best person that u can be for your life and to let people around u know that u love them. we may not live until tomorrow to mend the wounds that we caused for others

citing from an sms from my beloved future sister in law....
"..A box of candies that I gave
Has lots of tastes that often hurt you.."

Maybe I have gave u those boxes of candies...
Maybe I've hurt you in some ways that I didnt realize
It's never too late to say I'm sorry, But I want to say it now 'cause I dont know what tomorrow might be...
"I'm sorry... for everything..."


Just trying to make the best of my life to everyone that enter my path..

sick and tired

judul lagunya Anastacia...
lagi jadi soundtrack gue nih kayaknya.. selain gue emang suka beat lagunya dan suara penyanyinya tentunya...
cuma liriknya... hemm.... jangan sampai gue ngalamin yg kayak gitu :((

2 hari ini gue lagi 'aneh'. biasanya gue emang selalu aneh sih :)
but in the past two days, i always dreamed about my home.
ga cuma orang rumah, tapi teman2 gue juga...
gue mimpi berantem... marah banget sama teman gue krn dia ngejelek2in teman gue yg lain. seumur2 bisa diitung dengan satu tangan saat2 dimana gue marah banget...
ternyata gue malah sampai ngimpiin marah. so weird...
bisa beberapa cerita tu dalam mimpi gue... macem2 banget... tapi pada intinya sih ya tentang teman2 gue... dan orang2 rumah... why??

homesick?? might be... I'm not really sure...
mungkin ada sebab lain?? probably.....
yg gue tau, gue baru ngerasa homesick kalo lagi ga enak badan.. itu pasti!!!
dan emang cuaca di sini lagi kacao balao... winter and snow came too early...
and I have a lot of things on my mind right now... so chaos...


I'm sick and tired of always being sick and tired....

if

.......
If I fell in love with U
would U promise to be true
and help me understand

cause I've been in love before
and I found that love was more...
than just holding hands
.......

by the Beatles

skating

kemarin gue ice skating..
setelah lebaran-an ama orang2 indonesia di sini :)
jadi akhirnya gue tetap makan opor juga deh kemarin :p hehe..

skatingnya seru...!! tempatnya luas banget.. ada 2 field, yg satu khusus buat main hockey dan yg satunya buat skate muter2 aja...
ternyata gue emang udah lama banget ga olahraga.. kaki gue pegel semua sekarang :p
but we had a great time then... meskipun gue hampir jatoh beberapa kali gara2 sepatu skate yg gue pake ada geriginya di depan :p

pernah wondering ngga kenapa anak kecil lebih gampang diajarin sesuatu yg baru?
(hemm...kemarin teman gue bilang kalo waktu dia umur 13 tahun dia bisa ngapain aja, tapi sekarang untuk nyoba skating dengan kecepatan agak lebih tinggi aja dia ga berani)
mungkin sebabnya krn anak kecil belum tau bahaya... yg mereka tau kan have fun dan mencoba sesuatu yg baru... dan anak2 kecil di sini bener2 dibiarkan utk mencoba sesuatu yg baru dan kadang2 menurut gue malahan ortunya ga terlalu ngejagain mereka.

well, next time gue pergi skating lagi, gue mau nge-set pikiran gue biar kayak anak kecil aaahhh :p biar gue berani loncat2 dan ngebut pake sepatu skate :p

foto menyusul yaaaa!! :)

kangen banget.....

lebaran nih!!!! maaf lahir batin ya teman2....
gue tau gue suka iseng, jahil, asal, bikin bingung dan galak kadang2..
maap yaaa..... ;)

sepi juga rasanya lebaran di negeri orang... ga berasa lebaran gue :p
biasanya gue udah mudik ke solo.. ketemu sodara2 gue yg ini nih....
















hikssss..... sediiihhh.... jadi kangen... padahal tadi udah telp ke solo...
tapi yg ada malahan gue tambah kangen dan tambah sedih...
sekarang udah hampir jam 7 nih di indonesia.. biasanya jam segini rumah eyang gue lagi rusuh... orang2 pada rebutan kamar mandi karena jam 8-9an bakalan ada sungkem-an.
huaaa... gue ga ikutan.... :( sediiiiiiiiihhh....
ga bisa sungkem langsung ama eyang gue... bokap nyokap gue....

udah ah!! ntar gue nangis darah sendiri di sini.. lebih ga lucu lagi :((
hikkksss....

meloww

.............
when u're close to tears
remember...

someday, it'll all be over...

one day.... ..............

kenapa neh gue... lagi melow gini...!!! :(
ga lucu ah!!!
konsen woyy...

ngomong2 soal kata 'woy', gue sebetulnya ga terlalu suka pake kata itu. tapi kenapa bisa muncul di blog gue?? :p simple.. karena beberapa teman gue ada yg suka banget make kata itu. disadari atau tidak (taela.. bahasanya donk...), orang2 yg sering jalan bareng bakalan punya gaya bicara, tata bahasa dan model celaan yg sama...
ga percaya?? coba perhatiin deh pas kalian pada ngomong ;)

memory

pulang dari kampus...
buka yahoo... nyalain radio.......
and there it is.... my memory song... hiksss.... :(
udah lama banget ga denger krn tersimpan di salah satu kaset2 rekaman gue yg udah cukup lama gue hilangkan dari peredaran
jadi keingetan jaman dulu.... the good times and the bad times.....

ini sebagian dari liriknya yang gue apal banget...

.......
The memory’s faded
Who gets what they say
It’s likely they’re just jealous and jaded
Well maybe I don’t want to take advice from fools
I’ll just figure everything is cool
Until I hear it from you
........

Ada yg mengenali lagu itu???
anyway, gue mau cari mp3-nya ahhh... :p

roommate

hehe....
ini foto gue sama roommate gue....

waktu itu kita lagi jalan2 ke Gotland,
udah lama banget sih, tapi fotonya baru aja ditranster (please deh....)

buat yg belum kenal gue... coba tebak, gue yg mana??? hayoooo......!!
kalo anda cerdas dan selalu mengikuti blog gue :p pasti bisa dech ;)
goodluck!!!!

party

apa enaknya party??
bisa ketemu teman2....
bisa hang out sampai larut malam...
bisa kenal orang2 baru... (if u're lucky)
bisa dance all night... ( if u're really in the mood to dance)
bisa merhatiin kelakuan orang2 dari yg aneh sampai yg aneh banget... (as long as u stay sobber :p)

ga enaknya apa ya??
capek.... apalagi kalo dance terus semaleman
ngantuk... besok-an-nya kalo diniatin party ampe pagi
ga bisa bangun... begitu udah nyentuh bantal, langsung 'tewas' trus bangun lagi baru beberapa jam kemudian dan setelah bangun loe nyadar bahwa separoh waktu yg ada pada hari itu udah ilang :p

yg gue tau pasti, pergi ke party emang harus pake mood, kalo ngga malah bakal jadi bete.
tapi kemarin gue tetap aja pergi ke party meskipun berasa males.. kenapa ya?? :p kalo yg ini jelas jawabnya, karena gue udah terlanjur janji mau datang... ga enak lah kalo saat2 terakhir batal datang... lagian yg punya acara baik banget sama gue... (serius baik banget!!)
hasil akhir?? gue ga terlalu enjoy tuh... :( ga suka musiknya.... ga ngobrol sama banyak orang krn mood gue udah ga terlalu bagus... dan yg pasti gue ga terlalu ngerti kalo orang2 pada ngobrol karena kebanyakan yg datang orang perancis dan gue ga bisa bhs perancis :p tapi gue tidak terlihat bete kok ;) jadi tenang aja.. gue tetap menjunjung tinggi nama baik almameter gue dimanapun :p hehehe....

danau lagi?? heemmmm :p

hari minggu kemarin gue diajak jalan2 sama ibu kost gue ke danau yg jaraknya cuma setengah jam jalan kaki dari rumah ;) it's a huge lake...!! ada peninsula-nya pula... bagus deh pokoknya :p
tapi gue ga mau nunjukin gambar danau ahh.. gue mau nunjukin gambar musim gugur aja ;) dan gue lagi berpikir... kenapa pohon2 dan tanaman itu bisa survive during winter ya?? mereka dapat makan darimana kalo daun2nya pada gugur?? well, it's the wonder of the universe that God has create, isn't it....??!!!

trapped

how does it feel to be trapped in a situation between ur feeling.. and not want to hurt other feeling??
it's bad... it's terrible... it's so annoying that u couldn't concentrate in any of your task!!
what should I do.... :(
gue ngga suka situasi kayak gini!!!! hikss...
I have to fix it, or at least I'll try, but if I can't fix it.. well... maybe its just something that I have to face in reality... :( the possibility to loose good friends 'coz the problem spreads in every direction that I couldn't imagine

online

Finally.... gue bisa online juga di rumah :)
senangnyaaaaa.....!!!!
tapi kenapa orang2 jarang online yah??? hiksss... percuma donks :(
masa gue chat sama teman2 gue di satu kota. garink donk lama2 :p
anyway, tolong disebarluaskan ya beritanya... gue bakal selalu OL kalo di rumah... offline kalo gue lagi kuliah atau nge-lab ;)

sampai bertemu di dunia maya.....!!!!

sampling day...

TIRED!!!
this is weekend.. I mean its friday...
and not a minute of relax today :(

I have a full day.. 8am until 6pm..
Getting samples from the river... which is not a very nice samples because it smells (we have to take sediment sample from the bottom of the river, and u should know that sediment can come from everything)
and if u think that taking sample is easy... then u are dead wrong!! :p
it's so hard... and to make it even worse... it's RAINING... :(
after taking the sample, we have to do preparation in the lab.
getting the sample ready for tuesday :(
it's FRIDAY... please.... :p we should have a much more relax schedule today..
or not...
because we have exam on monday... (dont remind me, please...)
anyway, I wont have a very relax weekend, I guess... :)
cause I have exam and I havent study much...
so, today is not that bad :) 'coz we also had a great time and some fun during sampling :)

Have a GOOD WEEKEND guys...!!!

deadline

huaa..... deadline statement of intent!!!
panik... agak stress... !!!
krn buaaanyak banget yg harus diberesin
dan kami hanya punya waktu2,5 jam lagi. hiksss...
tapi kok ya sempat2nya nulis di blog ini sih...!!!
katanya sibuk dan stress??? :p
hehe...
prinsip gue... dimanapun.. kapanpun... se-stress apapun...
just ENJOY!!! :)

danau

danaunya bagus ya?? :)
bening dan bersih... itu dilihat dari persepsi kedua sepatu gue yg notabene baru berumur sebulan :p
kebetulan kuliah gue mengharuskan gue untuk jalan2... ambil sampel... dan bertualang ke remote area. salah satunya ya danau ini :p naik turun bukit cuma buat ambil sampel yang harus ditest di laboratorium... dan akhirnya harus dibuat report and presentasi :( kalo diliat konsekuensi dari jalan2 gue itu, kayaknya ribet banget yaa... tapi gue suka jalan2nya!!!! hehe... ini namanya bersenang2 dahulu, bersakit2 kemudian :p

lembur

huaaaa...
gue 'terpaksa' lembur' neh beresin report.. :(
harusnya sih kerja kelompok, tapi mana ada yg mau ngerjain jumat malam begini. yg ada sih pada party semua :( hikss.. sebel...
untung hari ini ga ada yg ngajak gue jalan :p jadi gue agak 'rela' ngerjain tugas...
tapi kayaknya ga bakal kelar malam ini nih :( bisa2 gue bakalan ke kampus lagi sabtu/minggu. sedihnya!!!! :(
maklum ga punya laptop :p kira2 ada yg mau ngasih gue laptop ga ya?? hehehe...
kalo ada langsung aja hubungin gue :p

weekend??

ngapain ya weekend gini??
belanja?? --> ga boleh boros!! harus hemat biar bisa liburan kemana2..
trus ngapain donk...
jalan sama teman?? --> asyik juga sih... tapi cost money... :(
beresin kamar?? --> males amat!! lagian kamar gue masih rapi, ga ada waktu buat berantakin..

heran deh gue... kalo mau having fun ya jalan aja kenapa :p jangan kebanyakan mikir
tul ga?? :)
so, maybe this weekend I'm going to have much more fun then I did in the last weekend :)

Have a nice weekend to all!!! :)

gotlands

Gotland??? itu nama salah satu pulau kecil di Swedia..
nice little island.. ternyata di situ tempat Pippi Longstocking berasal
tau kan?? dia itu karakter cerita di buku yg gue baca pas gue SD ;p
tob abis!!! tempatnya asyik.. tapi pantainya masih keren-an pantai2 di indonesia..
yg jelas gue dapat teman2 yg asyik (thank God!!) dan kelakuannya ga jauh beda sama teman2 gue di jakarta, solo dan tempat2 lain.. sama2 suka saling mencela. bedanya mereka pake bahasa spanyol dan gue ngga ngerti, jadi gue selalu minta ditranslate-in tiap kali mereka ngomong. but it's cool!!!