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From: +62813**33**23
12:19 am 29/3/09


let it be a best decision for us then... :-*

to be or not to be?

we'll make it through...
doesn't matter how long it'll take...
I'll stay by your side, until you don't want me there...


Je vais rester jusqu'a qu'il n'a plus besoin de ça

sayap patah

rasanya ada yg patah ni sayapnya...
padahal baru satu aja yg lagi berusaha diberesin...
satu tapi baseline sih... :(

seems like falling to the ground...


*don't like being weak*

Kisah Romantis

Mengejar dirimu
Takkan ada habisnya
Membuat diriku menggila

Bila hati ini
Menjatuhkan pilihan
Apapun akan kulewati

Hari ini sayang
Sangat penting bagiku
Kau jawaban yang aku cari

Kisah hari ini kan kubagi denganmu
Dengarlah sayang kali ini
Permintaanku padamu

Reff :
Dan dengarlah sayangku
Aku mohon kau menikah denganku
Ya hiduplah dengan ku
Berbagi kisah hidup berdua
(Habiskan sisa hidup)
(Menikahlah denganku)

Cincin ini sayang
Terukirkan namamu
Begitu juga di hatiku..

Hujan warna-warni
Kata orang tak mungkin
Namun itu mungkin bagiku
Sebuah tanda cintaku..


OST. Cinta Silver (by Glenn Fredly)

too fast...

is it too fast?? too soon??
too much?? too overwhelmed??

slowing down....
for I will not have this fall to the ground...

to let go

a wise person said that if you really love someone, you will learn to let him go
let him be what ever he wants... where ever he wants...
if he comes back to you in the end... then you'll know that he's yours...


is it true??
so where am I now...?

letting go several times is not easy...
but even now, it does not seem like the end...
it feels like I still need to let go...

will I be as strong as before...?
or will I fail myself this time...
either way...
I will let go...

one question...

yes he did... last night...
and yet,
there are still so much to be resolved...
so much to be on each understanding...
so much to work on...
so much to commit to...
but so much to be happy for...

I'm not cold feet here...
I'm just thinking...


"pourquoi tu veux m'épouser?"
"parce que, je ne peux pas vivre sans toi..."


*Still don't believe it happened...*

plus de 3 mois

et tu m'aime de plus en plus... :-*

je souhaite que ce seras d'être toujours comme ça

Happy Birthday honey!

Hope you'll love me more and more :p
Wish all the best for you and your life ahead...
And may I'll be a part of it as I have been before...

2 mois

et tu es encore là...
tu ne disparais pas come d'habitude...
et ça, tu m'as raconté déjà si tu ne partiras jamais...
alors, on va voir...
mais en ce moment, je sais que tu m'aimes et que tu essaies d'être là pour moi...
et puisque je vis pour ce moment, ça suffit...

should be tired of wishing...

but I wish that you can see my heart
with all the pain you caused...
and the happiness in mix...
and not too busy with your own..

"hey, I'm here... let me know if I'm on your way, okay? I'll just move aside and let you pass.."

meriang..

sudah hampir lupa rasanya sakit...
ternyata masih ngga enak...
apalagi bakalan sakitnya ngga di rumah...
meskipun cuma sebentar... :'(

mau ditungguin dan dipegangin tangannya..
sampai tertidur...
dan terbangun lagi saat sudah sehat...


*Je sais pas pourquoi, mais tu me manque beaucoup.. encore de plus en plus.. mais je peux pas d'être malade en même temps de ça*

wish upon a star

Just be careful what you wish for...
'Cause you just might get it all...
And then some you don't want...

-home by Daughtry-


*you really really need to be careful about your wishes*

first argument?

notre première dispute ce matin,
mais tu me manque beaucoup déjà...

you're staying...

and we'll see how it goes... :)

does my heart ready to be broken again???

.....
...
.

we'll see...

aduh...

ga boleh tu colongan....
kamu panik sendiri kan jadinya?
tapi pas ditanya kenapa, kok jawabnya cuma "karena ngerasa nyaman" aja??
hmmm....
ga ngerti deh maksudmu...
tapi ya sudah lah...
just stay...

my dear,

It was a fun saturday night.... ;)

So what's next? Bali for 2?? *wink2*

by my side

God knows when I need someone to be by my side...
to get me through obstruction... or just to be there...

And as always... He knew...

Just stay close for now... :)

Keraton Solo

It's the holidays...Lebaran!! (Maaf lahir batin yaa...)

I started to read Romo Mangun's "Burung-burung Manyar" a few days ago when I had Cuplis' regular service-check. An old book, first published in 1981.. I was only 2 years old that year :p
I've read until chapter 6 only, but I like it already. A mix of romance, fight, javanese culture, the royal family of Keraton in particular, the Dutch and Japanese occupation here - historical view, etc.
I should finish this book soon :) I have a dozen more to go :p

I'm currently spending my holidays in Solo, another center of Keraton beside Yogyakarta. I'm still accounted as one of the royal family which is called "Kasunanan" in Solo, but I've never had any interest in knowing more than just "you're in it". But reading the book gave me another glimpse of what it is (still my interest doesn't grow that much though :p).

Anyway, I just want to say that I'm enjoying my holidays with the whole big family and Cuplis :)

Happy holidays and enjoy Lebaran with your family!!


PS. Ran, enjoy your "far away" Lebaran, although it's without Opor Ayam!! :)