I think

That I miss you...

Storm

When the storm hit you once, you can still try to fight it again

When the storm hit you twice, you still can try to fight it again while knowing the risk of not survive in doing so

But when the storm hit you for the third times, it is only natural to retreat and reroute....

Almost 2014

Tomorrow is 2014 already. 

Time flies..

Seems that I haven't done much this year, but His blessings are always there..

Let's do my resolution later..

Insomnia

Couldn't sleep although it is all I need to get rid of this headache :'(

Well, got me to write here though... 

Long time without any good writing or small piece of my mind.. 

Somehow I feel that I will write more from now on.. We'll see...

Anyhow, let's try to close this eyes for awhile because tomorrow is going to be a loooong journey back home..

(Sengkang-Wajo, South Sulawesi)

Maybe

It was just too much of a dream come true...

Decision

Can I just say that I'm beat and tired?
Am I allow to say I want to have a break?
Or perhaps since it is my own decision then I should just swallow everything?
Well, maybe...
I don't think I can say "I quit"

Temperatur minimum

Lagi audit power plant di ketinggian + 1,800 meter. Dingin!! Mau tidur jadi keingetan kamar di skillnadsgåtan ;-) dengan heater pas2an :p memorable indeed...
Maybe someday I can visit that house again with Christin :-)

New year

It's 2013...
May it be better than 2012
Hope I'd be stronger than ever
Wish that smiles and laughters are all around us...
And may God bless us always... Amen

Empty

I guess I should prepare for the worst

Everyone has the right to be happy
So please God, put a smile on his face, for whatever cost I'm willing to take...
Make me stronger and constantly remind me that You are always there for me ...

Just want to fly

And forget those annoying feeling
Forget that I still can feel a pain
Forget that happily ever after is only in movie....

Happy is for you to work on

Another december

And I got numb, a wrecked again.
The whole year was not easy and it is still not better for me.
I was a positive person... But maybe it has changed and I want my old self back with me...

Just a simple life... A simple happiness... A simple me!

Can I have that luxury again?

2nd year

No one noticed, but it's our 2nd anniversary... A lot has happened, even the worst...
Hope that none worse than that shall happen in our years ahead...

I'm alive

And (hopefully) have moved on ;-)

Imperfect world

When you are spending much time in your comfort zone....
When all around you seems to be naturally perfect....
You tend to forget that life ain't so..
Until one day when reality struck you, pull you down to your lowest dream and sink you into an endless tunnel of worriness and fear..

I knew that because I was there (well hopefully I was and not I am ;p )
Anyhow, no matter how hard you fight everything with your own strength, it will all come back to how close you are with God and how much you believe in Him that all mess is nothing but for the good of you...
At least it will give you peace of mind... And that is all that I want in life...
Peace in mind and in heart...

So help me God....
;-)

2012

New year
New hope
New life
New job

May God bless us always...
Happy new year dear friends!!

Sahabat sejati...

Tidak akan pernah bisa melukai sahabatnya sendiri...
Tidak akan meninggalkan sahabatnya, dalam susah ataupun senang...
Tidak egois...
Selalu menghormati sahabatnya...

Married couple should a true bestfriend for each other...


*for me and my best friend, be strong girl! *

Desember 2011

Sepertinya jadi saat terberat buat gue...
Semua ujian muncul dari awal bulan ini
Kejadian yang di luar dugaan pun ada
Terpukul? Sangat...
But maybe I do deserve this...
I'm staying because God stays with me 'til the end..

D-3

Ha! I've never felt this nervous for an interview before ;p well maybe not nervous, but I just really want to know the result, that's all...
No no, it's not cheating... But it seems that getting this job may lead to a better and organize life, our life ;)
God knows better of what I need so I should actually enjoy the process of waiting :D don't u think so?

Which one?

What u want is not always what u need..
What u'll get is your need
So hopefully what I want is what I (we) need...
Pengeeeeeeen.... :p
I miss working...

Apple

Kalau dulu pernah posting blogging dari blackberry (jaman blackberry belum ngetrend ;p), sekarang coba pake OS 5 ah.... Ipod n wifi :D
Makin mudah aja ni akses... Tp waktu utk blogging jg semakin berkurang *nguap* Arka sudah tidur, saatnya tidur juga.... Mudah2an bisa bangun pagi utk berenang ;p (doubt it! Haha...)