have fun...

go mad!! ;)
it's weekend!!!!!!!!!!!
finally...!!!

fuiiihh...

hari yang melelahkan...
menjelang satu minggu yang juga akan melelahkan...
ayo!! tetap semangat...!!! ;)

you know...

time is ticking...
hour is passing...
clock is running...
and you still standing...

moving a step...
trying hard not to fall...
walking slow on a thin rope...
hoping for nothing at all...

never ever close your eyes...
straight ahead you must watch...
never fear to look down...
find some cut that need a patch...

Hari Kasih Sayang

kenapa 14 febuari jadi hari kasih sayang??
kenapa 'cuma' satu hari dalam setahun??
menurut gue kasih sayang itu harus setiap saat..

every second in your life to care for someone else
someone close to you or even a stranger
do small things from the heart...
sometimes you wont realize that what you do makes other people happy
sometimes you just do what you think is an ordinary things...
but maybe the other person will think that it's a great things...

right now I'm happy for a lot of small things...
two of them are:
*A postcard from a friend when she went to Denmark
*A call from a friend to tell me to go to sleep because it's very late and I'm still online ;)

.... small things that I know came from their heart :)

Thanks!!!

Yes, you can...

Take a chance, the future's in your hands
Make it what you can before your time has reached the end
(Thank you - the Calling)

My brain..

is running slow today... tonight especially...
too many data stored in the HD??
or am i running out of memory...??
I thought i've already moved some of the data in my recycle bin
and I'm pretty sure that i have emptied it
hemmm....
maybe some more data need to be deleted :p
I'll just do that tonight then :)

What A Day...!!!

so very glad to be back :)
I don't mind if the temperature is minus
I'm just happy...
don't ask me why :p It's too hard for me to explain.. :)

yep,

feels good to be back out there...!!!
(although it's -5 degree)

poem??

I was browsing the internet earlier
and I ended up at a familiar site
There's a poem on it...
New poem...
And I wonder...
For whom it might be for...
Was it in any chance for me?? :)
Lucky me then, since I think it was really good
But I won't know, will I??
'Cause I know nothing about poem
And I can't read people mind :)

.....??

time??? 01:09 AM
place??? my room
activity??? nothing
reason??? i just couldn't sleep!!!!!

did i take the wrong medicine or something... i dont think so...
just when u need to sleep in the right time and the right place... you couldnt!!!
i could just easily fall asleep in my class... or in the tram... or at some presentation...
WHY NOW??!!!!
i'm not feeling well... i need my rest so i wont skip classes again... but i just couldn't sleep...
i've been trying to get to sleep for more than 4 hour...
and now i have a headache because of that...!!!
this is not good.... :(

.........!

ga enak ya kalo sakit di negeri orang....

mengejar matahari...

judul lagu?? betul..
judul filem?? benar juga...
boleh ngga kalo gue bilang sekarang gue lagi mengejar matahari?? boleh lah!! kan suka2 gue :)

matahari termasuk bintang besar di tata surya, jadi boleh dibilang gue juga sedang berusaha menggapai bintang...
mungkin lebih tepat bintang karena bintang lebih banyak dan bermacam2

kenapa baru sekarang?? 'coz life is so short...

bintang ngga mungkin turun, jadi gue yang harus terbang ke sana.
mungkin ngga ya bintang sebanyak itu bisa gue capai semua?? we'll never know until we try...
tapi ada satu bintang... satu matahari... satu2nya...
yang semoga bisa gue capai... with the one and only torch that I have...

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akhirnya...
gue sempat juga 'ngulik' link comment di sini...
ternyata ngga ribet... atau karena ini info dari orang yang berbeda?? :p hehe..
anjuran yang berbeda pernah gue terima dari seseorang beberapa waktu yang lalu, tapi gue waktu itu ngga berhasil2. kemarin ada lagi yang ngasih saran dan dari yang satu ini kok langsung bisa ya... :p hehehe...
kesalahan teknis sebenarnya ada di gue sih karena gue sempat re-install windows dan bookmark gue ilang semua (dengan bodohnya gue ngga inget alamat site yang gue perluin itu)

sebelumnya gue minta maaf karena berarti comment2 yang dulu ada kini hilang sudah (berhubung gue emang ngga tau cara memunculkan lagi di format baru ini :p hehe... payah deh!!)

anyway, hope u enjoy... it will make it easier... buat mencela gue :) hehe...
varsågod!!!

hidup

life is not always easy....
....but it's always beautiful...
in a way....

when you think you're sad, He send you snow to brighten up your day
when you think you're nervous, He send you a beautiful smile to calm you
when you think you're alone, He send you a friend...

kumpul

kemarin abis baca blognya rani... ternyata teman2 gue abis kumpul2...
hiksss... gue jadi kangen!!! pengin jalan bareng... btw, gue masih megang sie transportasi apa udah 'terpaksa' dilengserkan nih??
padahal gue udah sibuk berat di sini... 24-7 masuk pertama hari rabu dan jumat gue harus presentasi... so little time so much to do....
sampe2 gue ga sempat masak ;) hehe... ga sempet apa males ya sebenarnya :p
tapi tetap aja kangen sama orang rumah, sama teman2 gue, sama sodara2 gue...

ngomong2 tentang kumpul bareng teman2 gue...
kemarin gue dapat sms dari teman gue (ardi CS), isinya kurang lebih ngajakin kumpul bareng angkatan di neighbourhood gue. kok gue?? sekedar pemberitahuan apa sengaja biar gue makin homesick??

oya, konfirmasi tentang ardianto... (rani, gue udah nanya lagi... ga ada becandaan kok!!!)

klarifikasi berita: benar
tanggal pelaksanaan: dalam rencana
penyebaran berita resmi: tunggu undangan

outside

Left broken empty in despair
Want to breathe, can't find air
Thought you were sent from up above
But you and me never had love
....... (left outside alone - Anastacia)

Saatnya ku berkata
Mungkin yang terakhir kalinya
Sudahlah lepaskan semua
Ku yakin inilah waktunya

Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi
....... (Mungkin Nanti - Peter Pan)

But everyday I'm learning
All my life I've only been pretending
Without me, his world will go on turning
....... (on my own - Barara Streisand)

A

......
who are we kidding here??
we're not going anywhere..
you know that and i know that...
maybe it's just time to end this...
semua ketidakjelasan yang mungkin disebabkan oleh gue sendiri..
mungkin lebih baik kalo kembali aja seperti dulu,
seperti pada saat belum ada rasa apa2...
mungkin itu lebih baik... daripada berlarut2...
i have had enough of "broken to pieces" condition before,
i dont want to get through that again...
.......

kemarin

kemarin....
di negara yang gue pikir udah aman banget, ternyata masih ada aja orang aneh yang mengganggu

kemarin....
gue baru tau kalo anjing besar kesayangan gue di rumah udah 2 minggu ini menghilang...

kemarin....
datang email dari seorang teman lama... same question... masih jomblo?? :p

kemarin....
pembicaraan yang menurut gue penting tiba2 terhenti begitu saja karena dia log off tanpa pesan... sampai saat ini...

kemarin....
I have the chance to talk to someone that I really care. Someone whose sons I care a lot... Hope our conversation helps her in a way

kemarin....
last party sebelum mulai kuliah lagi... I had a great time there :)

kemarin....
teman gue ada yg baru jadian resmi 5 hari... senangnya melihat mereka kemarin bareng :) so cute...

kemarin....
mungkin bukan sesuatu yang perlu gue ingat2 lagi hari ini... let it pass.. dont look back...

today...

pagi ini gue ngerasa ga enak badan..
ada yg aneh....!!
too much exercise?? iya kali yaaa...
rasanya kayak kalo pas upacara bendera dan berdiri kelamaan...
berkunang-kunang... tapi masih setengahnya, belum parah...
heran, ada apa yaa...

first love...

fell in love for the first time when i was 16 years old
and now,
after almost 9 years.... i finally got in touch..

to enjoy
to be a part of
to feel the rhythm

and I will keep it to last... as long as I could...
as long as I'm here... and I hope when I'm at home...

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