unreachable... doesn't seem to matter at all...
before...
untouchable... doesn't seem to be in the way...
before...
when the unreachable touch the deepest, confusion emerges...
when confusion reach its conscious, even the deepest can't move...

guess I'm just stuck in one moment that I'd never thought I would have...
not in a very short time like this...

busy busy...

free time?? not even in a week...

who to meet beside those at home??
my friends... a must!!
my grandmothers... definitely!!
my cousins... yep!!

and one week won't be enough for everyone...

11 MBps

I miss my connection...
my 11 MBps...
24 hour per day... 7 days a week...
...
yes ladies and gentleman... I'm home... :)

the notebook

one movie...
one scratch heart...

never been so touch by a movie...
it has always been just fairy tale...
guess I just lost the ability to resist...
something that I've never thought I would feel...
or do...
until 15 min ago...

this journey...

Nothing was like this..
Nothing was even close to it..
Guess I have to give it up very soon..
Never thought that loosing would be so difficult
Never thought I'd feel sad for something that I know is temporary
Never thought I'd be too attach..

I pass!!!

Thank you guys for coming!!! I love you all!!! ;)

5 minutes

before presentation...

1 day

and the clock is ticking...

7 days

and the countdown continues...

don't try to fix me, I'm not broken...
(Hello - Evanescence)

abstract... abstract... abstract...

not finish yet...

to let go, does not mean you're loosing
to accept, does not mean you're giving up
to wait in patient, does not mean you stop trying

16 days

and the count down begin...

...didn't make sense not to live for fun
your brain gets smart but your head gets dumb...
(All Star - Smash Mouth)

working hard and having fun should be in an equal relation ;)
and not just the fake fun!! but the real fun...!!!
where you can smile and laugh with your heart...
so one question if you're working hard right now: Are you having fun??
I don't think so... ;) so take a break for awhile... go outside and do something fun!!!
be back in an hour and you'd be smarter than before ;)

there's just...

too much.. that time can not erase
too little.. that mind can ignore

I look but I don't see
I touch but I don't feel
I hear but I don't listen
pointless...

what do you want??

you... to see through my eyes and find what's behind my trouble mind
you... to make me laugh when I don't want to and hold me when I'm angry
you... to like me for my choices and tell me straight when I do something wrong
you... to judge me not for what I do and trust me with all your heart

you...

far behind

when you really work... you know that you're way far behind the schedule...
and when you know you're behind...
you tend to rush everything... tend to be careless...
forgetting small stuff which, most of the time, is important...
so which is better... to know... or not to know... ???
someone said, happy are those who do not know... :)
what d'you think?? ;)

minggu ini?? let's see...

hari ini...

gue masih sakit... menyebalkan... I thought that I will be okay yesterday since I was sick on monday :( Turned out that I had a fever yesterday, which is far from better...

teman gue ada yang sedih karena ditinggal soulmate-nya pulang ke Indonesia (but we are here to take care of you dear.... don't worry..)

senangnya ada yang bilang kangen sama gue... although it's just an E-mail, which came yesterday and got caught in my bulk mail until I rescued it. Miss you too!!

gue sebeeellll.... because I just wasted the whole week by doing absolutely NOTHING for my thesis and I have to come out with a progress report next week...

Tika

today... this time of day in Indonesia... one of my best friends get married...
hope she will remember that this is the end of her adventures ;)
and may you two live happily ever after...
Tika and Ando...
CONGRATULATIONS!!!

p.s. Details please... I'm not there doesn't mean that I shouldn't know about the party ;)