21 Oktober

Wah.. ternyata tanggal 21... hihihi.. bener ga ya??
happy belated anniversary honey!!
it's 6 months already.. :p
felt like 13 years though ;)

patient

je compte le jours de se réveiller à côte de toi...
tous les jours...
je sais que maintenant tu fais la même...

downhill

harusnya excited ya...
tapi sedang tidak bersemangat nii...
perlu liburan.... :'(

A walk to remember...

3 July 1996 was the first call..
coming of nowhere, with so little conversation.. It was during holidays between school term and I was at home..

31 July 1996 was the first time you said it...
after lots of long distance phone calls... and I did call you back actually... just once though :p

.... then it's black..
.... I was with my life and you're with yours..

12 June 1999 was a memorable mistake?? Was not supposed to take place anyhow, and it did..
but somehow it becomes sweeter as time goes by..
(I did visited your city that year and we went out with the guys as well.. don't remember, do you? Actually.. me neither.. 'till I read it again.. :p)

.... another blackout..
.... no call, no news, not even a simple "hi"..
.... You with yours, I with mine..

first quarter 2007 was another time...
when you came and went away (again).. no traces of yet another existence of you in my heart.. (I did try to wipe it all.. and I managed that smoothly since I've forgotten those days were there.. -- you hated that I forgot about it, didn't you? Well, it's my defense mechanism that is trained for years.. but I remember those now ;) hmm... at least some... :p)

then 2008 came.. and so were you... just right in the middle of it..
brought back the good times and the bad memories...

you said you'd stayed...
and you're still here now..
so I hope you'll still be here..
and that "someday" will come for us..

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As days go by and fade to nights
I still question why you left
I wonder how it didn't work out
but now you're gone and memories all I have for now
but no it's not over
we'll get older we'll get over
we'll live to see the day that I hope for

come back to me
I still believe that
we'll get it right again
we'll come back to life again
we won't say another goodbye again
you'll live forever with me

Someday, someday
we'll be together
someday, someday
we'll be together

I heard someday
might be today
mysteries of destinies
they are somehow
and are someway for all we know
they come tomorrow

for today my eyes are open
my arms are raised for your embrace
my hands are here to mend what is broken
to feel again to walk on the face
I believe there is more to life
oh I love you much more than life itself
I believe I can change your mind
revive what is dying inside

And someday, someday
we'll be together
someday, someday
we'll be together
someday, someday
we'll be together
we'll be together
we'll be together
someday

-Some day by John Legend-

alasan!!

Kamu semua alasan atas segala keputusan..
Aku mau kamu tau itu sayang..
Luv u.. :-*

From: +62813**33**23
12:19 am 29/3/09


let it be a best decision for us then... :-*

to be or not to be?

we'll make it through...
doesn't matter how long it'll take...
I'll stay by your side, until you don't want me there...


Je vais rester jusqu'a qu'il n'a plus besoin de ça

sayap patah

rasanya ada yg patah ni sayapnya...
padahal baru satu aja yg lagi berusaha diberesin...
satu tapi baseline sih... :(

seems like falling to the ground...


*don't like being weak*

Kisah Romantis

Mengejar dirimu
Takkan ada habisnya
Membuat diriku menggila

Bila hati ini
Menjatuhkan pilihan
Apapun akan kulewati

Hari ini sayang
Sangat penting bagiku
Kau jawaban yang aku cari

Kisah hari ini kan kubagi denganmu
Dengarlah sayang kali ini
Permintaanku padamu

Reff :
Dan dengarlah sayangku
Aku mohon kau menikah denganku
Ya hiduplah dengan ku
Berbagi kisah hidup berdua
(Habiskan sisa hidup)
(Menikahlah denganku)

Cincin ini sayang
Terukirkan namamu
Begitu juga di hatiku..

Hujan warna-warni
Kata orang tak mungkin
Namun itu mungkin bagiku
Sebuah tanda cintaku..


OST. Cinta Silver (by Glenn Fredly)

too fast...

is it too fast?? too soon??
too much?? too overwhelmed??

slowing down....
for I will not have this fall to the ground...

to let go

a wise person said that if you really love someone, you will learn to let him go
let him be what ever he wants... where ever he wants...
if he comes back to you in the end... then you'll know that he's yours...


is it true??
so where am I now...?

letting go several times is not easy...
but even now, it does not seem like the end...
it feels like I still need to let go...

will I be as strong as before...?
or will I fail myself this time...
either way...
I will let go...

one question...

yes he did... last night...
and yet,
there are still so much to be resolved...
so much to be on each understanding...
so much to work on...
so much to commit to...
but so much to be happy for...

I'm not cold feet here...
I'm just thinking...


"pourquoi tu veux m'épouser?"
"parce que, je ne peux pas vivre sans toi..."


*Still don't believe it happened...*

plus de 3 mois

et tu m'aime de plus en plus... :-*

je souhaite que ce seras d'être toujours comme ça

Happy Birthday honey!

Hope you'll love me more and more :p
Wish all the best for you and your life ahead...
And may I'll be a part of it as I have been before...

2 mois

et tu es encore là...
tu ne disparais pas come d'habitude...
et ça, tu m'as raconté déjà si tu ne partiras jamais...
alors, on va voir...
mais en ce moment, je sais que tu m'aimes et que tu essaies d'être là pour moi...
et puisque je vis pour ce moment, ça suffit...

should be tired of wishing...

but I wish that you can see my heart
with all the pain you caused...
and the happiness in mix...
and not too busy with your own..

"hey, I'm here... let me know if I'm on your way, okay? I'll just move aside and let you pass.."

meriang..

sudah hampir lupa rasanya sakit...
ternyata masih ngga enak...
apalagi bakalan sakitnya ngga di rumah...
meskipun cuma sebentar... :'(

mau ditungguin dan dipegangin tangannya..
sampai tertidur...
dan terbangun lagi saat sudah sehat...


*Je sais pas pourquoi, mais tu me manque beaucoup.. encore de plus en plus.. mais je peux pas d'être malade en même temps de ça*

wish upon a star

Just be careful what you wish for...
'Cause you just might get it all...
And then some you don't want...

-home by Daughtry-


*you really really need to be careful about your wishes*

first argument?

notre première dispute ce matin,
mais tu me manque beaucoup déjà...

you're staying...

and we'll see how it goes... :)

does my heart ready to be broken again???

.....
...
.

we'll see...