one by one

this resolution is truly realised..
step by step...
with all the hard works and all the efforts ...

We are now officially married... :) 26 June was our day.....
We now live in a small house, near a water channel (not in front of it though like what I've drawn before :p), and I'll bring Melan soon to our little house... And who knows what will be next... ;)

Let's hope our day and our way will always be blessed by the Owner of the Universe...

mendadak melow

kenapa yaaaaaa....???
it's less than 2 weeks already!!!
time goes by so fast :)
hope everything will be okay...

counting down starts now...
at 10...

menghitung hari

ternyata udah kurang dari sebulan ya...
cepet juga :p
sejauh ini masih lancar...
pusing? pastinya...
berantem besar? kejadian juga... hiksss...
senang dan gembira? itu sih udah ga perlu ditanya lagi ya... :)

above all, I'm happy...
happy that God blesses us always, in all the things that we did...
happy that we have a great family and friends...
happy to know that it won't be another easy journey, but it will be a journey for the best of us together... for both of us to bring what's best inside...


happy to count the days... when it won't be you or me... but it'll be us...

blogging

time goes by so fast...
and I've been blogging for almost 6 years!!! :p
9 days from today, it'll be exactly 6 years.... :)

lots of tears of sad and happiness
lots of smiles and joys
lots of unpredictable things that I didn't know will happen
and those are just tiny trace of my life, as I will embrace a new chapter.... soon.... ;)

what's going on?

haven't blogged for quite a long time...
no time to do it when I'm connected to the internet with my laptop, but my blackberry doesn't seem to cooperate when I feel like blogging... I wonder if it's because of the internet browser version in the device *sigh*

Anyway...
what's going on?

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.....
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I'm engaged now ;)
as per today, that is...

(never thought that I'll finally get to that stage, huh? :p me too!!)

it's been a while and life's not getting easier... ;)

tu me manque...

beaucoup...
de plus en plus...
mais tu es tres occupe... je sais...

so I'm grateful for tonight...
that you've spent it with me...
and for tomorrow...
that you'll spend it with me again...
and for every time God says it's okay for us to spend time together :-*

and February went by without a trace...
but I know that I'm truly blessed...

reality bites

Have you ever been laid off?

It has never occured to me that I would experience that...
But here I am...
With a news coming from our own COO that our office is going to be closed, thus all employees working there will have their contract terminated.

Hey, I'm a permanent employee here! But if there's no office then permanent or contractual term will only differ in the package. Still... Jobless is the title for both...

It's not the work...nor the money... It turns out that I care more about the friendship that grew in the office.
I'm the kind of person who believe that God will never abandon me (us), so I'm not worry about what I'll do next...there will always be something to do to pay the bills :) I just need to work harder to get it ;)

I spent a couple of days in a very moody atmosphere... Cloudy...and a bit dark...
What I'd miss the most are the colleagues that have become my friends, good friends...
Everyone will split out, find each own way to continue living...
Damn, I'd miss you guys a lot!!!

I'm sure I'll come across you guys in the future, but I'm really going to miss all the laughs, fun, gossips, and the presence...

All starts well should ends well...
So let's give our best for these last days...
And good luck for all of you!!

berhitung

Tambah... kurang...
Kali... bagi...
Banyak sekali angkanya...

Shock!!
Kok bisa banyak?!
Ngomel sejenak...
Gimana caranya bisa berkurang?!

Menyerah...
Berhenti meneliti...
Nanti saja dipikir dan dilihat lagi...

Tapi... Kok pipinya basah?!!
Karena hasil berhitung atau karena alasan menghitungnya?

Jangan sedih sayang, semua akan baik-baik saja...

*for the one*
-thank you-

comment deletion

Remember I said that I'm using a new tool for the comments? Yes it's in here
But after awhile (5 years to be exact), they decide to remove their free services.
I've looked around the net to see if I can import those comments into the new blogger comments, but I found nothing.
So, since I'm deleting the script to that tools, all comments posted will be gone from the blog and you can't check them (I'd still have those though, and I'll import them back someday when blogger give its suggestion :p )

A friend told me that it will be like letting go off the past (she's just deleted her blog).. Maybe she's right :)
One resolution to be done...

Have a great day everyone!

hello 2010

It's more than 2 hours after the changing of the year... And I'm still not able to sleep yet..
Why do I grow the habbit of having insomnia on my holidays?!! Not so fun although I can stay in bed until afternoon..

Resolution 2010:
- hurting less and loving more
- working harder but sleeping tighter
- more patient and less anger
- talk less and action more
- braver and worry not

A bit high on the expectation to get all those things :p but I'll give my best shots!!

Now I need to let go...
All the bind to the past, all the story that shouldn't last, all the hurts and joy that got in the way, all of the doubt and reason that shouldn't be kept...

Welcome 2010, I'm greeting you with my smile... on my face and in my heart...
Let this year and the years to come become the time of happiness, peace and comfort to everyone...

Cheers!!

another birthday of you

With me...

Happy birthday dear...

low battery

2009 sering banget lowbatt...
Tekor power-nya...
Kenapa ya???
Semoga 2010 diberi energi yang berlebih...
Jadi ngga sering lowbatt...kayak sekarang ini :(

natal

Joyeux Noël à vous qui célèbre!! ;)

Resolusi 2010??

Hehehe...
Do you think it's manageable??
We'll see...

In any case, God will only give the best ones in our lives, as long as we keep close to Him and never give up trying... :)

UP (La Haut)

This movie (disney-pixar production) was released few months ago, but I've just seen it... the french version with no subtitle (haha.. you can imagine that I understood very little).
But beside my limitation to get all the conversation in the movie, it was a good movie.. good story... about a dream.. and to get the dream come true... (hmmm, I seem to be keen of this kind of movies a lot)

It started when the main character was just a child and met his "wife to be" in an abandoned house (in which the girl was imagining that she was on a plane).. Funny scene.. :)

Nice smile.. before he was down from the 2nd floor to the 1st...

And this is the book of her dream of adventure... which soon became his as well..

(ooopps.. sorry, this is the french version of the movie.. It said "My Book of Adventure")

The book contains her dream to go to South America and have a house in this place... (at that high edge near the water fall)

When they got married, they bought the abandoned house and make it theirs.. lovely house..

and started a new life together..
they had happy times and also sad time when they found out that she couldn't have a baby, but he stayed beside her and they started their childhood dream again together.. a dream of adventure..
(really love the part when he was there for her...)

In short, no matter how hard they tried to save some money to go to South America, there were always other things to tend to. Until she got really ill and passed away with her dream...

Then... the adventure begun... he chased their dream for her...
and got to the place.... with a house and thousands of balloons...!

and more adventures of course... (just watch the movie if you're interested)

It's touchy, funny and entertaining...


Kind of makes me want to start my own "livre d'aventure" with him... tôt
And make our dreams come true... like they did...

500D

dari masih bermimpi....
akhirnya kesampaian...
dibolehin ber-SLR lagi...
huhuhu...
senangnyaaaa!!

makasih sayangkuu...!!

abis ini nabung lagi untuk yang satu itu yaaaa.... :-*

hop hop hop

1...
2...
3...

JUMP!!

Ease all your worries and fears for it means that you're loosing your trust in Him ;)

and so it is

I knew then that it won't be easy...
I knew then that it'll drain out all the strength I have...
I knew then that I may not have what I want...

But I've given all I've got,
Be as best as I could've been,
Went through all from tears to laughter,
For something that feels right...

But the journey's not ours to have for now...
Not yet, if I may say so...
But let's just wait and let the time tells...

Will it be or not be...