Voix

Quelques fois, je veux écouter ta voix
Mais pas de conversation 
Seulement ecouter :-)
C’est bizarre, eh?

Sejatine ora ono opo-opo

Kang ono iku dudu….

:-)

17 Agustus 2021

Happy Independence Day!

I’ve got a lot on my my mind lately

About my contribution to the country or at least to my work

I have always loved what I do, no matter what or where

Because people around me seemed to think that I contributed to the whole efforts, that my presence mattered, and my work was appreciated..

I have always loved to learn new things, understand more, be challenged 

But it doesn’t feel that I’m motivated enough now

Or maybe I’m just tired? Too lazy?

Anyway, it’s still something that will work it’s way around my head for awhile (or long while)

Although I think I know the answer..

I just don’t feel that I want to show my full capacity if I don’t feel that it will be worth it or if I feel that I won’t be appreciated enough

Maybe I’m just being overly too sensitive and that all these thoughts will go away in few days (weeks)

Who knows….

 Bon anniversaire toi :-)

Unchained Melody

Oh my love

My darling
I've hungered for your touch
A long, lonely time
And time goes by so slowly
And time can do so much
Are you still mine?
I need your love
I need your love
God speed your love to me

…….

…..

…

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(Part lyrics of the Righteous Brothers)

I’ll Remember

 By: Madonna

Say goodbye
Not knowing when
The truth in my whole life began
Say goodbye
Not knowing how to cry
You taught me that

And I'll remember
The strength that you gave me
Now that I'm standing on my own
I'll remember
The way that you saved me
I'll remember

Inside I was a child
That could not mend a broken wing
Outside I looked for a way
To teach my heart to sing

And I'll remember
The love that you gave me
Now that I'm standing on my own
I'll remember
The way that you changed me
I'll remember

I learned
To let go
Of the illusion
That we can possess
I learned to let go
I travel in stillness
And I'll remember happiness
I'll remember, hmm

I'll remember, hmm
And I'll remember
The love that you gave me
Now that I'm standing on my own
I'll remember
The way that you changed me
I'll remember (I'll rememeber)

Now I'll never be afraid to cry
Now I finally have a reason why

Sunday Morning

You know that song by Maroon 5?

Yes, Sunday Morning

I don’t remember the lyrics by heart, but every time I hear the song I felt it

It feels like snow… white…

A quiet morning, snow outside… and yes it’s cold but somehow my heart is warm

So I may not always remember what memory associated with the song, but I almost always can remember how it felt…

Hur mår du Sverige? Jag saknar dig :-)

Trust

I'm that type of person that trust my feelings... 

And so I've been having this weird feeling for few days for now and I followed that

I'm that type of person who'll look and find the information that I need, if I feel like doing it...

And so I did

I guess the lesson learned is that I should always trust my feeling because it will lead me to something

Small thing perhaps...

But that was something unexpected that has been going on for years

By someone I trust(ed) :-)

So when you thought you know the person inside out... think again.. :-)

You may find that there are things that they did not or do not share, knowing that it will raise questions from any person even from a person who try to see the bright side of everything

Good night world... Thank you for letting me know :-)

Universe

I am one of those who believe
that if universe said so,
then nothing is a coincident

So we’ll see...

...

I am truly sorry and I do apologize...
Selamat Lebaran...

“I’m out”

What does it mean?
I don’t know...
I just wish for the best..
Yes, just wishing... a weak thing for some people, but not for me...
I don’t think I ever had plans layout in my head
What I did try is to read what’s the Lord has planned for me..
And I am wishing that ”what I want” becomes that plan..

Bonne nuit :-)

Tu me manque

Beaucoup...

Mais je sais que ce n’est pas encore le moment

11 dan 12

Selamat ulang tahun Ibu
Semoga selalu sehat

I know that you always loves flowers
So I figured I got them for you today :-)


I hope I won’t ever dissapoint you again...

xoxo

Asa

Dan pada akhirnya adalah saya yang bersalah
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:-)

Someone you loved...

By: Lewis Capaldi

....
But now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved
....

Stasiun Balapan

I don’t listen to your songs or know them that much except the most famous one that everyone seems to also know...
But I know you’re an idol to a person :-)

Rest in peace Didi Kempot...

2019-2020

I seem to skip 2019
No trace of my existence in 2019 here in my blog
Well then, now there is twitter--a so called smaller blog, and of course instagram
I don't do facebook anymore...
Maybe someday when it's my day...

What's missing in 2019?
Still Nothing... :-)

Hello (almost) mid of 2020... a bit late to say happy new year...
But we are in a "new normal", they say... because of the COVID-19 pandemic situation
I am working from home, and so do many people (who can work from home)
Things are slower... but not really...
It just looks like everything runs slow, but everything still runs... in full speed...
And I'm missing Nothing

Stay healthy world!

Smurf!

Found this at a big book sale!

Being old(er) doesn’t mean that I have to give up these little blue creatures... :D

Paint it black

It was dark and grey

And then some colour started to grow

And grow

And grow

But it seems to get darker now

Colorful but dark

I need bright colour...

Words

I used to love playing with words

Making sentences that read beautifully yet stab right on the heart

I used to love making sentences after sentences

Telling out what I felt or thought about anything (or anyone)

I used to love telling out many things

Wanting people to read me intransparently and to guess what is going on

....

Not so much now :-)

Maybe someday, I’ll love doing it again..