never stop believing

This date last year...

I stopped something
...something that was not supposed to take place from the start..
...A mistake I knew would be too difficult and complicated for me to handle...
...A lesson of life I learnt through a hard way...

This date last year...

I knew that I did the right thing...
And I knew that I must pay for what I did...
But above all, I knew He won't leave me with my debt without His help...
I knew He will give me what I need to get through my decision, decision made with full consciousness and straight mind...decision that really was (still is) the right thing to do...

I didn't know what He will give...
I didn't know if I will survive...
But now I know...
I know what He has given me to stay sane...
I know that I've paid some of my debt with that as well...
I know that I'm here and I survive...

...
Just don't stop to believe and everything shall be arranged for you to live in peace
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