if only I could turn back time...

If my time is not that long...
I wish not of time to be turned back...
I will wish my childhood wish...
That I shall be a good person...
That I shall not be a burden to any of whom I care the most...
That I would able to show my love and attention more...
That I would able to bring happiness...
That I could be one of those good memory...
And finally, that I could be a useful person for my surroundings...