It was...

a nice weather in Oslo on wednesday!!!
so I was lucky... :)
I did a tour around the city... walking, of course... it's cheaper to walk
good for your wallet, but not so good for your feet :(
took some pictures of the palace, church, statues at Vigeland park, etc ...
this is just one of it: (from Vigeland)























nice pic isnt it?? :p want to see more?? check out my friendster :p hehe..
i'm just too lazy to put too many pics on my blog.. i've posted too many recently..
sorry... :(

norway

more than 12 hours in the bus (Gothenburg-Oslo-Trondheim), and finally I arrived in this city
the sun was shining bright on saturday, but sunday was cloudy and snowy, and today is cloudy and rainy
I was too tired on saturday, so I didnt do anything...
I tried the cross country ski yesterday, but it's not as fun as the other type of ski that i've tried in Dalarna (less adrenalin involve, not so fun for me :p)
but still, here's a pic when i was up at the mountain :p

[at Lian, Trondheim]

Site seeing is not really fun when you have cloud and even worse, rain. Especially because you almost can't see anything due to the fog. So, today's site seeing was just fine before the rain started at noon.
this is the pic of Trondheim's famous old bridge...



not so nice pic due to the weather :(















It's really a quite city here.. (and I thought Gtb was quite enough)
Maybe I will have better luck in Oslo on wednesday...


I miss my capoeira... :(

fight the tears...

Finally... I did my exam..
It was more and less okay..
I passed, with still unknown grade..
That's good considering the condition the night before

And we had a little celebration for that (me and my groupmate)
The four of us had a little dinner together
Special occassions are exam and Konstantin's birthday
It was great and fun...!!!
We talked for hours.. and I missed my last tram, had to walk home
but I was saved by an angel with a bicycle
I didn't have to walk, instead the angel fly me with the bike :p
(it has been a long time since I ride on a bicycle.. freak me out a bit..:p)

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News from back home.. Ririn is quite okay...
She's though!!! and brave...
Thanks for everyone who gave her support and pray :)

Wise words say:

you have to be able to let go off something that you love, because in the end you have to let everything go.

A part of my body is never occurred to me as something that I love because they all are just always there… but think again, and you’ll see that it is…

8^PM until 11^PM Indonesian time, March 16^th 2005
3 hours of surgery for Ririn went well. A surgery to save her leg but ironically had to set it free from her body… She’s still in the ICU now, but I really hope she’d be alright…
I wasn’t there at the hospital, just an sms from Mia letting me know that the surgery is over. The paramedics had the part of her leg wrapped in a fabric and her mother just held it tight. I couldn’t even imagine how sad it was …
I didn’t loose any part of my body and I wasn’t there when the surgery took place, but still, there’s a small creek running on my cheek…

1 day before exam

Books and papers scatter everywhere in my room
there are more books need to be read
but this one, I haven’t finished... not yet...

It’s cloudy outside... occasionally rain shower...
same weather I have inside my mind
for the reason that is not so reasonable

Just wish that I can concentrate on my reading
....

seberapa pantas kah kau untuk kutunggu
cukup indahkah dirimu untuk s'lalu kunantikan
mampu kah kau hadir dalam setiap mimpi burukku
mampu kah kita bertahan di saat kita jauh
(seberapa pantas - So7)

close to tears

I just got news from back home, my best friend condition is getting worst...
and her leg has to be amputated...!! :(( The worst thing that I could never imagine will happen to her...
they said that she will have the operation on Monday.
I want to be there with her.... but it's just too far away...
and I’m so useless here :((
I couldn't think.. couldn't study... couldn't do anything....
I hate this!!!

It just brings back my old memory of her...
I’ve known her since we were kids and she has always been a happy girl
chatty, cheerful and full of energy (I could never keep up with her when we shop together)
back then, we would never imagine something like this will happen to one of us (there are 8 of us)

it's just like a lightning strike...
it's true that we can never imagine what will happen to us... not now, not ever..!
So many proof around me... so many things that I didn't pay much attention before...
I should be grateful for everything that I have for I may not have it anymore later on...
just how can I do that?? have I been grateful enough for what I have??
have I been grateful that I’m healthy? have I been grateful that my family is alright? have I been grateful that I have my best friends?
Or did I just complaining all the time... complaining because it seems like an endless winter? complaining because I don’t have any boyfriend (yet)? complaining because I have so little time and too many things to do?
I don’t think I did that... at least consciously... and I hope that i would never be ungrateful of anything

So tonight, I will light 3 candles for Ririn...
Hope you will be ok... Hope I can come home this year...

look out your window....

sun is shining...
birds are singing...
a couple of squirrels is playing...
what can I say..??!
It's a Beautiful day!!! ;)

and spring is coming!!!!

happy or sad...

semudah membalik telapak tangan
one minute i was happy, the next minute i was sad....

hari ini gue baru aja balik dari weekend 4 hari yang sangat menyenangkan
dan pas gue sampe rumah, gue dapat berita kalo salah satu sahabat gue sakit parah... kondisinya mengkhawatirkan :( hiksss....
and i'm so far away from her!!! :(

Ririn... cepat sembuh yaaa....!!!!!!!!!!!

have fun...

go mad!! ;)
it's weekend!!!!!!!!!!!
finally...!!!

fuiiihh...

hari yang melelahkan...
menjelang satu minggu yang juga akan melelahkan...
ayo!! tetap semangat...!!! ;)

you know...

time is ticking...
hour is passing...
clock is running...
and you still standing...

moving a step...
trying hard not to fall...
walking slow on a thin rope...
hoping for nothing at all...

never ever close your eyes...
straight ahead you must watch...
never fear to look down...
find some cut that need a patch...

Hari Kasih Sayang

kenapa 14 febuari jadi hari kasih sayang??
kenapa 'cuma' satu hari dalam setahun??
menurut gue kasih sayang itu harus setiap saat..

every second in your life to care for someone else
someone close to you or even a stranger
do small things from the heart...
sometimes you wont realize that what you do makes other people happy
sometimes you just do what you think is an ordinary things...
but maybe the other person will think that it's a great things...

right now I'm happy for a lot of small things...
two of them are:
*A postcard from a friend when she went to Denmark
*A call from a friend to tell me to go to sleep because it's very late and I'm still online ;)

.... small things that I know came from their heart :)

Thanks!!!

Yes, you can...

Take a chance, the future's in your hands
Make it what you can before your time has reached the end
(Thank you - the Calling)

My brain..

is running slow today... tonight especially...
too many data stored in the HD??
or am i running out of memory...??
I thought i've already moved some of the data in my recycle bin
and I'm pretty sure that i have emptied it
hemmm....
maybe some more data need to be deleted :p
I'll just do that tonight then :)

What A Day...!!!

so very glad to be back :)
I don't mind if the temperature is minus
I'm just happy...
don't ask me why :p It's too hard for me to explain.. :)

yep,

feels good to be back out there...!!!
(although it's -5 degree)

poem??

I was browsing the internet earlier
and I ended up at a familiar site
There's a poem on it...
New poem...
And I wonder...
For whom it might be for...
Was it in any chance for me?? :)
Lucky me then, since I think it was really good
But I won't know, will I??
'Cause I know nothing about poem
And I can't read people mind :)

.....??

time??? 01:09 AM
place??? my room
activity??? nothing
reason??? i just couldn't sleep!!!!!

did i take the wrong medicine or something... i dont think so...
just when u need to sleep in the right time and the right place... you couldnt!!!
i could just easily fall asleep in my class... or in the tram... or at some presentation...
WHY NOW??!!!!
i'm not feeling well... i need my rest so i wont skip classes again... but i just couldn't sleep...
i've been trying to get to sleep for more than 4 hour...
and now i have a headache because of that...!!!
this is not good.... :(

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ga enak ya kalo sakit di negeri orang....